Semoga ALLAH mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya….amin~

She’s a great aunt..I’ll be missing her..I always rmmbr my dad said ” she looks like u when she was young. so much alike.”

Still..I found us so much different..hee..she’s a bit quiet n I’m the most unstoppable talking machine..hahaha..but when she smiles..I feel the whole world is much brighter..

I rmmbr when she came to house as she need to see the doctor at HTAA..she told us (my mum n me) bout’ her sickness n she was so strong handling it..huhuhu..I rmmbr the day she came to our house n brought sum goodies from MAKKAH..owhh..Alhamdulillah she managed to go there with her husband..

Anwy..now she’s gone..I can’t blame any1..not her sickness (SLE) or fate..it’s all determined by ALLAH..n we as HIS slaves need to take a note bout diz n continue living as we r going to live 4eva but die on the next day..take cre my human population..

Mari baca Al-Qur’an –> Surah Luqman (full of advice..)

Wishing someone~

Wind set this song in my mind..n keep on blowing it –> Colbie Caillat : Anything At All

plzz clear my muddy moody..ughh~

check! check! check ! and confirmed!

I’m drowned again with my mood..thx yaa!!!

ughhh..i have exams dat kills my entire mood..

i have respnsibltiezz  I need to fulfill..

n chaotic people just keep stabbing my heart..

haishhh!!! I need to be calm..RELAAAXXXXX~ haaaaaahhhhhhh…

in my EAP slide..hehe~

rite now..I dunt knoe wat to do..feeling hopeless..tired..aware of hatred..huh?? (ade laaa…) then thinkin’ bout my BMI..hahaha..dats funny..well..I’m x dat healthy u c..ngeh5~

Hopefully..I’ll be oke..so as dat manusias..I repeat dat MANUSIAS..with ’s’..hehehe..gotta go..hve fun bloggies..weee~

Tune in to –> Kesha : Blah Blah Blah!! (Nyanyi dalam kete wktu driffffff semalam..hahaha!!)

I’m down with…zero mind..empty hand..& a lost soul.

mid sem exam is coming so damned soon. n i’m writing my blog..ughh!!

AMARAN : BUKAN ANAK 'S' !!!!

i dunt knoe..i feel so hopeless..i guess i need to boost up my energy by burning myself up..urrmm?? not by throwing gasoline on my head n there goes the lighter flaming my hair…hahahaha!!!

i need to burn the midnite oil..can i just burn it?? i mean literally..burn oil..heee..oke2..i’ll try my very best..n i need my chocolate..n u (specific to A PERSON only!!) r not getting my choc..u made me sad so no more chocs available..ahahhhhh~

oke..let’s get the BURNING immediately..yeahhh!! (i think after playing my laptops..dont throw sudaa..n landing on my bed..which can lead me to a gleam-ie journey..it means kan..tdo!!!…waaaaa~~

deserve what i deserve…

nothing matters now..i’m stress up..too many things to deal with..i guess I gave up..i’m tired of trying..i’ll be wat I need to be now..a daughter to my parents..a student to my lecturers..n most important..a slave for MY GOD..

I’m tired of pretending dat i’m not in pain..i’m tired of being wanted n thrown away..i’m tired of being overly dependent..huhu..I’M DONE!!

I came for a REASON..hee~

Last Sunday..Pharmacy FC was hving a tuff fight wit Medic..hehehe..football style..it was fun..I was informed by one of my classmate n I spread it around..n at last 3 cars for 1st yr sisters..weeeeahh!!!

We arrived there at 5.30 but the game started after 5 mins later..It was so intense n I was so super-overly-excited..but why?? hehehe..I hve my OWN reason..ngeh5~

At last PHARMACY FC won by penalty 3-1..thx to MirOO..hehehe..I’ll sign ur attendance then..hahahahahaha!!! opppss..anwy..at the end was super suprize n i luv it..Thanks yep kamu!!! ngee~

Dying to hear his voice..hehehe –> Adam Lambert :  For your entertaiment

Futsal…?? I’m completely addicted to it..more than ever..

Diz evening..was my last game for INTERKULYAH GAME..representing pharmacy..hehehe..at 1st I dunt hve any intention in being a part of this game..but there were a lot of 1st yr players..first-timer laa we all..ngeh5

Actly..my dad asked me to join any sport so I’ll be a bit active..n my eldest brother was the Captain for FUTSAL n FOOTBALL UIA team since he was in CFS..so I think I shuld try..n it paid off..I get so damned addicted wit it..I felt so excited..no more stress..hahaha..it’s like I’ve been injected wit thousand of dopamine..wahhh!!!

N we got 4th place..we never score anytg during the whole game..n my penalty was so disappointing..ughhh!!! Anwy..I love my team mmbers..I do feel close wit them..LUV U GUYS!!!! I wish I can play again..ngeh5~

Tune in to –> Jay-Z + Alicia Keys : Empire State of Mind (neuyu yokkkkk!!!! = taw part nie jep..hahaha!!)

we still live in the same “r”, well, dont we?

Couple of days ago..I was so heart-broken..I never thout fwenship can end..but it does..it happens to me..ughhh!! I’m always at fault..I’ll nver be wat people want me to be..I’m so hopeless rite now..n I hate people who “end” fwenship..I hope I can still put my head up..stand strong..n face the future..witout HER~

Tune in to –> Paramore : Feeling Sorry ( khas for “Her” ngeh5..)

We still live in the same town, well, don’t we?
But I don’t see you around anymore.
I go to all the same places, not even a trace of you…
Your days are numbered at 24.
And I’m getting bored waiting round for you,
We’re not getting any younger, and I
Won’t look back ’cause there’s no use
It’s time to move forward!

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave!
You barely get by the rest of us,
You’re trying, there’s no need to apologize,
I’ve got no time for feeling sorry!

I tried not to think of what might happen,
When your reality, finally, cuts through.
Well, as for me, I got out and I’m on the road.
The worst part it that this (THIS! ), this could be you.
You know it too, you can’t run from your shame!
You’re not getting any younger, time,
Is passing by, but you waited awake…
It’s time to roll over!

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave!
You barely get by the rest of us,
You’re trying, there’s no need to apologize,
I’ve got no time for feeling sorry!

And all the best lies,
They are told with fingers tied!
So cross them tight,
Won’t you promise me tonight
If it’s the last thing you do, you’ll get out…

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave.
You barely get by the rest of us,
You’re trying, there’s no need to apologize,
I’ve got no time, I’ve got no time!

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave!
You barely get by the rest of us,
You’re trying, there’s no need to apologize,
Got no time!

I’ve got no time for feeling sorry!
I’ve got no time for feeling sorry!

percaya atau tidak???

1) I love to sleep in musolla rather than being in class…(done it!!!)

2) I hate sitting wit others except people who do talk n acknwldge me..(sowie!!!)

3) I love SEAFOODs but I’m allergic to them..I just wanna live..pity plzzzz~

4) I love my parents soooo much..I wish I could be a better daughtr as I am alwys the worst..=[

5) I mizz my ex eventhou’ he dumped me..he didnt wanna to reconcile (ehemm2..as fwens jep) wit me..ughh~

6) I hate my ex BFF bcoz of she’s being a xxxx….(plzz be aware of it!!)

7) I love being wit my BFFs but I wish they could talk more so I can talk much2 more..ngee~

I lied to myself so dat I can be strong eventhou I felt empty inside..so lost again..huhuhu~

9) I’m drowning to be in love but I’m afraid I’ll be rejected again…PhilicPhobia..hahahaha!!! (PHOBIA 10= new movies by me..hehehe)

10) I wanna be wif sum1 but all he did was just “HINTS”..no real sign dat he likes..love..care.. bout me..I guess I’ll be wit my GFs a.k.a BFFs most my time..U girls rule!!!!!!

Tune in to –> Liyana Jasmay : Aku Jatuh Cinta (hahaha..lagu sedap tapi kn……..)

New Sem New Me ???

urgghh..I knoe itz too late..I’m alrdy in my 3rd week..huhuhu..I can’t focus in my lectures..I kept doin’ unnecssry stuff..taking stupid notes..mesejing my fwens..sleeping’ in the musolla..eating my breakpazz..owhh..I’m a bad..bad girl..huhuhu~

I guess the “kenduri” mania had taken over my body..mind..n soul?? ermmm..as sum of my fwens knoe..my result wasn’t dat superb but I still feel lucky..hee..I hve to try much harder..much focus..DETERMINATION!!!!!

Past weeks b4, I had experience a damned moment..argghhhh!!! I’m deeply truely mad about a fwen…haiyaaa!!! I nver thout such things would be hppning again when I am getting a lil old..huhuhu..I hope ALLAH will open n clear the bad hearts espcly my heart..it’s rotten now..eeeyuuuuuuuuu~

New MOON roXX

Lastly, dedicated to my family esp my parents..I LOVE U ALL eventhou I’m a very no gud daughtr n sister laaa..heee~

Tune in to –> Demi Lovato : Catch Me (layan lagu sayu + rancak tetiber!!!)