HaPPy BiRtHday To Me!!!

haha..ALHAMDULILLAH..I’m 19th already..ngee~

EGO…

Not a LEGO u can play with..

But an emotion or attitude dat makes me nuts now..

ughh..it’s not like i’m in geng kacang taw!!!

hmm..I knoe we hve our own high pride..air muka..self-importance..vanity..[apa2 laa kan]..hurmm..but we shuld b consider8 n toler8 toward others..other people hve feelings too..owhh..stand up 4 urselves laa..ishk2..

it’s not like I ha8 diz person or wat..itz juz I’m too tired of drama..I wish I’m “No-Drama-Adriana”..huhuhu..Imagine “No-Drama-Macam-Tak-Logik-Syaheeda”..huh?? plzz..dunt judge by ur own eyes..try to understand n face the facts laa!!!

oke..I’m done..I’m too tired..n 4 sure my B-Day is crawling..pressure reaching my mind..huishhh2..daa~

Tune in to –> Kelly Clarkson : Save You

My Eyes See “F.I.G.H.T”

My eyes do c things..understand..n feel the moment..sumtyme..Joy fills up the space..But Sadness enters the gap and creates the pain..the one who r burden wit this will be d heart..ughhh~

I hate when I’m in a “war”..I hate when hatred fill in inside my soul..I hate when I have to face the “FIGHT”

So let’s be inside my Wernicke’s area and explore FIGHT within my perspective….

1) LOUD & CLEAR FIGHT ~> Happens to me..where I [hempas] the door as loud as possible to show I’m mad like syait..hahahaha..too many people had suffered this..ishk2..another example is I shouted n cursed at the wind..ngehh3

2) HAND & LEG FIGHT ~> Diz is soooo dangerous..I’ve done this when I was just a naive lil girl..well..hopefully..hehehe..I guess a little [tampar] n [cubit2] don’t count..rite?? wawawawa~

3) MOUTH & EYES FIGHT ~> I alwys do this..until now..ngeh3..I used them as secret weapon to kill human population..hahahaha..My words r like machine gun n my eyes r like bazooka..[dasyat2!!!] People around me r the most suitable victims..wee~

4) TECHNO & MODERN FiGHT ~> Some words can’t be verbalize..some faces can’t be encountered..so techno is the best methodology..ngeh5..SMS..BLOG..FB..FS..MS..YM..etc..[xkn nk senarai seme2 kot!!!!] anway..this is quite chicken laa kn..itz like playing hide-n-seek..wawawa..but this fight can break my lil fragile heart..It can be paralyzed..huhuhu~

5) SILENT & DEATH FIGHT ~> Trust me..this fight can kill me..slowly they slice my heart..pieces by pieces..huhuhu..it’s like sum1 forget the diary they keep under the bed..” Write in me when u r in pain..when u r hepi..just leave me alone..but I knoe..u r already on ur way”..One side will suffer the soreness and one side will never realize until the other side bleed to death..huhuhu..

dat’s all..THX..(T-T0)

Tune in to –> Taio Cruz : Break Your Heart

SomeOne Alive…

Too much eating creates fats..

too much sleeping generates restlessness..

too much thinking constructs problems..

hmm..I can’t stop thinking..I just can’t..

Everyday I try to make myself rmmbr d reason “Y I’m still standing on this earth” “Wat 4??”…hmmm..I know..if I wasn’t given a chance to continue my life..I’ll be gone..kapushhh!!! But ALLAH S.W.T. gives me such a chance..there r people who died bcoz of perforated appndx..I’m so..so..so..so.. LUCKY to be alive..huhuhuhu~

Since the day I startd my kulyah days..I’ll alwys tell myself..”STUDY SMARTER & HARDER”..but when I came to the class..I started to lose my focus..scattering all out..glancing at my fwens..hearing sum tunes in my mind..owh2..don’t know wat shud I do..huhuhu..I tried to focus..but after 30 mins of each lectures..I’m DONE!!!

Fall into a pool of sweet lies in lifE

Fortunately..I was given a can-opener to open my brain faculty..[pinjam ayat Dr.Qamar sat]..hee..I got my results..they weren’t the TOPPERS laa..but oke laa..no fail..average n safe..huhuhu..I thout I will never be at liz a gewd pharmacist..not the best is oke for me..at liz a GEWD one..hehehe..so today I promised my mum n dad to study harder n of coz bijak-er..hee..despite the tv..the laptop..the download..the GG..the 90210..the VD..the MelP..hahaha..key laa..gotta go..my mum [daa menjeling2 ku bertentg daa]..hehehe..study wit my lovely snowing-machine = aircond..ngeh3~

Tune in to –> The Saturdays : Issues

Life ain’t simple..

I’ve been thinking..

wat will I do now??

I’m in pain..

I’m a loner..

I’m too lazy to journey in with books..

I’m soooo frustrated wit sum situations..

owhh2..nothing is simple..

even nasi lemak simple..

hmm..miz ya “SK”..

Tune in to –> Paramore : The Only Exception

UsaHa SamPai BoLa ABeHHH!!!

Hee..Last Nite..SUPER SUNDAY bebbbb!!!!! N I hve to study for my spesyiall exam..huhuhu..but the games r too awesome..I can’t stand just by listening to the sound of the skoring n the footbowling-passing..hahahah..I need to c this..I dunt care bout my study laa…huahhhhh~

N the 1st match I watched is……

ARSENAL VS BLACKBURN

YEAHHHH!!!!! I love it..The game was so excitable..hahaha..6 diffrnt Arsenal’s players score 1 goal each..fulamakkkkk!!! The most memorable moment was when Arshavin scored for the 3rd goal..wee..the magic moment was when I said [Daddy, Arcebin maen x?? Hee..(gatai2)] Then..tuptaptuptap..he emerged on the big screen n 3 mins later he scored a goal..owhhh..my Arcebin…I LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then after Arsenal became the KING OF MY HEART..ngeee..we continued wit the next humongous game :

CHELSEA VS LIVERPOOL

No ‘YEAH!!!’ for this bcoz liverpool lost..hee..I was waiting like maniac..hoping that Comei Torres will skoring laa kan..but he was [dikepit2 dan diguard2 dgn ketatnya mcm dlm bubu kat Samudera weyh!!!].. so he can’t make any skogering laa..wawawawa..so CHELSEA won wit CGPA 2.00 ( 2nd goal last minute!!! dasyat2!!!)

After the games..I stil dont hve the time to finish my revesyen..so I [jadi tawakal laa..]..hopefully my exams this morning werent soooooo bad eventhou’ I hve to baring sekjap as my stomach aching badly during the exam..feels like a small knife slicing ur body tissues..huhuhu..in lab pown I [terduduk]..ngeh5..

Thxx 4 kwan2 for tahan-ing my [kerenah yg saket nie]..huuuu..let’s prepare for tomorw!!! yehaaaahahahaaa???

HaiYaaaa…BanJiiiiirr UmaH I LAaaa!!!!!

Last nite..when I was snowin’ myself in d air-cone..hee..suddenly my laptop was OFF!!!! my life’s was full of blackie in front..huhuhu..u knoe y?? BLACK-OUT laa..ngeh3..i was shocked..it’s just raining cats n dogs..not rimau n singa..hmm2..wat I mean is..no storm or lightning interfering laa..tuptaptuptap..BLACK-OUT weyh..[xlogik nie!!!!] sumtg is soooooo wrong…hmm..let’s start our investigation, Grissom!!!..ngeeee~

“Kakak, JANGAN KLUAR BILIK!!!!”

Aikkk..diz is weird?? get out pun cannot kaa?? hmm…I decided just to peek wat was happening outside..hehehe..stuborn lil ketam berbelang2..I want to knoe..I dunt care..AND………

OMG..my home is full of H to O..huahhhh..[banjir tahap tkezut nieyh!!!]..water was flowing out from the syilling..hehehe..from the lamp..[dasyat2!!] [apa yg dasyat weyh??????]..of coz laa…water kwar from lamp!!!..[bley kena shock weyh..]..huhuhu..my parents were working hard to pick up the H to O..until it’s quite dry..wat did I do to help??? hmm..NOTHING!!!! waaa…my parents [xbagi taw]..they were afraid if I fall n bleed..hurmmm~

Anwy..this morning..evrytg was almost fine..the pakciks indon dat were suppose to fix the ataps..OPEN THE ATAPS n LEFT THEM RESTLESS!!!! arghhh…they didn’t finished their jobs..making the rain to [bertakung laa kat bahagian atas umah]…adehh..dat’s y the flood occured..WOITTTT!!! Do ur work laa…abehhh my umah taw!!!! Lamps..walls..carpets..bed..aishhhhhhh…now do ur work laa PAKCIKsss..dunt just eat my manggas!!!!! I killed u like smashing a pumpkin kang..kang..kang…kang…haiyaaaaakkkkkk!!!!!!

My 10 days of R.a.M.a.D.H.a.N.

[Knapa luu pelu celite ini pasal laa] = cozzz..this year creates a different stories in my life..a new chapter in a book..a new word in a dictionary..a new road in a journey and a new [katak] in my Rosalinda’s pond..[bising weyh..tolong laa diam malam2..tdor xnyenyak weyh]..oke let’s kick off mcm V.P. [Arsenal!!!]

1st ROUND : The BEGINNING of The Fasting Month (The 1st 10 days)

The first day of [puasa]..back to my lovely home..ate my mum’s dishes..wit Barneh..ngeh2..n terawih at Masjid..I saw farmacie’s VAN..hehehe..only me..myself knew who’s driving it..then..next2 day..preparing for my midsem exams..huhuhu..[bjaga laaa]..bpaper on my face laa..on my bed..my table..wahhhh!!! fighting laa kununnnn…ngeee…anwy I went to bazar..alone witout parents [1st time drive oven laa katekan]..went at stadium laa..at IM laa…many2 more laa..but no chipsmore laa kn..one thing for sure…terawih jemaah: CHECK!!!!!

2nd ROUND : THE MIDDLE of The Purify Month (The 2nd 10 days)

Exams started to mingle around..ughhh..so tiring..esp ORGANIC CHEM..huhuhu..terrible!!!! But I’ll always remmbr when Sal n Yun came to my room n we broke the fast 2gther [pose taw..bukan klajuan F1 di Singapura...wahhhhhh!!! Ske LiLo jadi HOST..weee] Ehem2..LiLo is not lilo&stich yekkkk..she’s Lindsay Lohan..oke??? ngeh2…let’s move around..hmm..n I’ll awlways rmmbr the moment we hve our own [terawih bjemaah]..[best jadi ma'mum..]..hehehe..actly I luv to hve my own BFF be the imam..it’s like fship is not just about talking..caring..loving..but..it’s also about guiding to d rite path..[xTAHAN!!!!]..but for real..it’s so AMAZING PUASA RAYA..ngeh5

3rd ROUND : The FINALE of The Holy Month (The 3rd 10 days)

Hmm..I started by having a fever..the next day..my stomach starts to ache..head-spinning..[AMARAN:] not a hip hop dance move..ngee..then my parents brought me to see a doctor..CONCLUSION: Gastric n Food Poisoning n xxxxxxxxx…but the pain never stops..so my parents sent me to the hospital..I was warded for 4 days..the experience was………….brutal…wahahahaha!!! thx 4 all [yang] come esp my parents n Barneh (jaga i malam2) n Mdm Rohani(she’s like an angel..[i bangun dr nanges nie..tbe2 die muncul..suke2!!!] anwy..SUSPECTED: APPENDICITIS..but no further checkup was done..CONCLUSION: AGE = [cari sndiri mksd die..term medic nie..hee]  Then back to kulyah..n always eat at home..[jaga hati parents maaa..] n enjoy the last days b4 holidays..shopping tahap devils in baju kurung u taw!!!..huh?? wateva..then..NOOOOOO!!!!! the pain emerged again..started wit a headache..stomachache..high fever..owhhh..I FELT HORRIBLE!!! So we went to diagnose diz ‘pain-s’..huhuhu..n I hve to b admittd to d hospital immediately..So…………

CONCLUSION: MY RAYA IS AT THE HOSPITAL…=(

to be continued…..[raya version plak]

GeTting BetTeR or WxxSe???

paranoyahhhh!!!!

huhuu…my wounds r healing and completely dry n clean..heee..

BUT!!!!!

inside my thoracic cavity..something is soooo painful building up slowly..owhhh2…no more pus plzz!!!! I dunt need another surgery laaa…URGHHHHHH!!!!!!

hopefully it’s just some whirlwind due to my empty stomach n my pal “Mr.Flagyl”..ngeh2..[nama ubat tue bukan serangga yek tuan2 n puan2]..hehehehe..i’m stil feelin’ d nauzeeee-ness n moontah-ness..huhuhu..

Let’s pray together : No more complications n everyone in this world deserve a healthy body…

TRUST ME WHEN I SAY : BE GRATEFUL TO ALLAH WHEN U R HEALTHY…

Ramadhan Welcomes Us To A New World

I started to realize smtg..

“I’m so damned tahap maut laa arr ke-dodol-an nyer“

wawawawa..this is seriussssss!!!!

i’m so afraid..what if this is my last Ramadhan???

(Daa kaa excident hri tue..huu)

huhuhu..I hve to upgrade my Ibadah,,,

I hve too!!!!!!!

Kengkwn..

let’s do it together..

MARI!!!!!!